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November 24 没错，我就是M－Zone人！
因为要借给姑父带回国用一阵，不得不把它翻出来，充充电，顺便删除里面的一些短信～～ 按power键的时候，心情有点复杂，嗯，也许是怕去重温那些或搞笑或煽情的道别短信吧。
屏幕闪烁，出现一行字，真把我逗乐了：
“ 没错，我就是M-Zone人！”
汗了～～～
亲切的桌面，亲切的铃声，亲切的按键，亲切的中文菜单。熟悉又有点陌生。
13813866177，这个可爱的动感地带的号码，陪伴我走过大学四年，我会一直保留下来，虽然我想我很难再和南京这个地方产生多大的关系了。
一条一条看过去，那一天的情景沥沥在目，原来我是早晨六点就出发的，原来那天下着小雨，原来我几乎一路都在发短信，原来老妈没有送我，原来我起初还在搞笑，还有心情找歌词串烧，学师洋的风格，一个人以后打打电话还是哭了...
下午两点五十五的飞机，登机那一刻，还有人发来徐志摩的沙扬娜拉，“最是那一低头的温柔，像一朵水莲花不胜凉风的娇羞，道一声珍重。。。那一声珍重里有甜蜜的忧愁”很晕。（莫非我《秋意浓》的小诗让你产生了赋诗的冲动？
 ）开始说送我的一些人后来没有去，看到不少道歉＋告别的短信，一点都不怪他们。
一个开始说不送的人后来又去了，似乎是体验到了磁悬浮的速度，还是想谢谢他。
其实都好，简简单单，安安静静的，可以什么都不想。
分别前和老爸的那个拥抱简直是忽悠，但是转身后就径直走进去，没敢再回头。现在想想，老妈选择在那个时候出去旅游实在是太明智了，我真的怕看见她哭，我会不知道怎么办。
以前习惯把舍不得删的短信放在日记里，日积月累，也有不少。老妈说我傻，留下多是烦恼，给自己添麻烦。
嗯，这次学乖，看过一边，一键删除。
该记得的总会记得，能忘记的忘了最好，生活保持新鲜的状态，很好。
～～～没错，我还是M-Zone人。～～～
In My Place [by Coldplay] (I wish u can hear that...) November 21 Lost in Linkin Park tonight...很奇怪 来了以后一直没什么心情听歌 硬盘里10G的歌，IPOD，和它们的推荐列表一起 绝望地等待着回国 等待着被独立音乐人Orange DJ拯救。
懒是这样养成的，有人帮你载好专辑，搜集好每张专辑的cover和乐队的图片，整理好推荐列表，附上完整的歌词，最要命的，品位和你一样，让你完全放心地把硬盘交给他打理。OK，剩下的只有听了吧，怎么就懒到听都不会听了呢？
于是需要用点什么来 Breaking the Habit！
从昨晚自习用Linkin Park提神开始，连续听了一整天的LP，今晚想好的作业计划也全被他们的网站和video代替。真的是听到完全NUMB的状态。
Linkin Park Undergroud，我应该跟那个小孩说我要参加，争取下回LP开小型演唱会的时候能混进去。天哪，据说Mike住在的那个区我每次过去LA会经过的，现在想想很激动啊。
不止LP,Yellowcard, Greenday, Maroon 5...还有很多好乐队都在L.A., 这个大农村实在有太多的神奇，你可以在Hollywood重温电影里的一幕幕，在Beverly Hill和Sunset Strip感受有钱人的奢侈，或者只是在Mulholland Drive寻找那个梦境里的小咖啡馆；你可以在几大传媒巨头的大楼感慨它们每天对世界产生的影响，或者在超市里淘到几乎所有国家的最优质或一般优质但便宜的食物（前者也许是共性，后者才是LA的特色）。你可以去Disney Land也可以去拜访星云大师，你可以去看Kobe也可以让LP Rock U.....L.A.有发掘不完也无法拒绝的魅力，足以让你在那里每天期待奇迹。当然如果只看到它的人口密度，污染严重，downtown肮脏，公共交通破败，如果你在乎并只在乎这些，永远不要到L.A.。
摘下连续听了八小时的耳机，在此立下目标：如果一年内转去UCLA不现实的话，至少在一年内，我一定要看到LP的Live！
a sheet of LP's album 'Meteora'. Shot by Orange, Sep 4th, 2005. The Official Site of Linkin Park: http://www.linkinpark.com/ November 17 Welcome HomeWelcome home, honey!
U're still lying in the LOST and FOUND office alone.
Actually, I have no idea where it is.
Take it easy, baby. Just be there and wait for me.
......
U know, I missed u so much & was looking for u everywhere u might be.
Without u, really down this whole week.
I tried to forget u but never did it.
Someone told me u were in a trip and I'd like to believe it.
......
Where have u been?
What kind of funny guys u met?
Have u enjoyed the one-week long trip?
Have u had a talk with the sunshine and seawind in California?
Did u try to escape cause u miss your mother and your father and your friends and your special ones?
I wish I could do it for u. ......
U can run. u can be fond of playing tricks and kidding somebody.
But make sure remember the way back, baby.
Without u, I'm still myself.
Without me, u're nothing.
And never leave me seriously before I take u to travel all over the world, anywhere u wonna be. I promise.
......
Anyway, u give me a surprise for this beautiful Friday, right on ZZ's birthday.
Okay, I'm out to take u home now.
Yup! Everything gonna be all right.
......
Many thanks to the guy who found u! 
The blackboard is written: Welcome Home to Sunny Norway!!
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BACK HOME------Artist:Yellowcard & Album: Ocean Avenue
<the right song for my childish PASSPORT *-*>
Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?" But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years Another sunny day in Californ-i-a I'm sure back home they'd love to see it But they don't know that what you love is ripped away Before you get a chance to feel it Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky Another sunny day in Californ-i-a I'm sure back home they'd love to see it But they don't know that what you love is ripped away Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky Sometimes I wish that it would rain here And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes There's nothing real for them to see here Another starry night in Californ-i-a I'm sure back home they'd love to see it But they don't know that what you love is ripped away Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it November 14 down.down..down...每次msn上线见到zz 前三句绝对会出现：我还有xxx事要忙 走了。我问：你怎么总是在我忙的时候出现。她说：你总是在忙的时候才上线。
OK 原来真理是这样 原来是我 越忙的时候越想乱耗时间 然后对遇见的所有人说 我很忙。没人聊了 或者假装忙而不去聊了 就上SP自己和自己说话 然后每次都是不开心的主题。
搬了家 新apt新roommates 一切都好 却忍不住讨厌自己 甚至想对自己发火。
我不知道自己在说什么 别理我。 |
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